Long time no..type?

Yeah so I think I totally forgot about my blog.. oops, but I don't know decided to write again. Whether its detail or blunt.. we'll see how it all goes.

So.. frustrations:
-immediate family & their opinions and their inflexibility and understanding (including getting a car, youth work, work work)
-no car now even though im working fulltime!
-my emotions
-other people's immature behavior

Thankfulness or happy thoughts:
-cousins coming to melbourne tomorrow :)
-some of my maturer friends
-BRADLEY LIM (he's pretty amazing)
-having a job


I don't know life is pretty topsy turvy at the moment and currently and honestly I'm in this place where I love God and I know he's there we just don't have the strongest most full on relationship going round town, and to be honest when I look at it it's a good and bad thing. Good in that when it's FULL ON i tend to lose the consistency I have with God and I forget he's there. Bad because I feel like I need to have him closer to me or something along those lines... I'm just not sure, and it's a scary thing to admit.

So daily routine today
I'm sick. :( boo! Cold, cough, fever.. YAY! Went to the pools to see the sion girls off for swimming for an hour then went home and fell and I mean LITERALLY FELL into my bed.. oh the joys of being sick. Then went to visit bradlin and we chilled and watched chuck.. and modern family oh and icarly :) yay nickelodeon.. haha oh the childhood memories when I had foxtel.. well it was called optus tv something but same thing.

Headed off to the Gerrand's to drop miranda's things and stayed for a bit to watch jenny and miranda make cupcakes, quite entertaining actually and got good footage from it and made a 10 minute clip haha! fun times! Then headed home and been lazy on my but since playing draw something and making the video.. yes life's 'peaking'

Spirtitual walk:
Lately I've felt the devil attacking me, in a really weird way.. like making me sorta act in a bad way towards people. It sounds stupid and sounds ridiculous but I was sitting in the car today and something clicked, I can't really explain it nor do I feel 100% comfortable doing so, but lately I've been a little bitter, not infront of people's faces but more behind, but then I think, 'I don't care what people think of me' .. which to a large extent is true but it doesn't mean I have to be mean... hmm yeah thought of the day. are you really who you say you are?

I'm in a stage of sorryness and apologies. I think I've made like 3 big apology speeches this week to 3 different people about 3 different issues, whether it meant anything to them who knows??.. not me that's for sure. But only time will tell I guess, and I guess it's my fault for putting myself in this position.. who to blame but myself.. which is what I've been doing a lot lately.. Anyways off to finish off some of my draw something games!! CIAO!


HONESTY IS THE WAY TO GO :)

teechan.